My last day being 23

It feels weird today at work.
Either its Mondays blue or the shock after a week of absence from work.
But I think that's not it. I think there's too much med in me now....
After religiously taking antibotics after each meal on every single day for the past 1 week. I feel like a plant. A plant feeding on chemical toxics.

Thank god, no more antibiotics!

The meds must have caused some flip flops in my hormones because i 've been feeling rather senstive and nostalgic. I don't know why i didn't even feel like leaving my home on weekends(which i usually do) and all i wanted to do is to lay back on my comfy bed. Or maybe iam just plain lazy. Cant decide but i'm blaming the medicines.

Sadly but true, im turning a year older tomorrow. I am having mixed feelings right now bout it.
I really really wanted it to come because i have been thinking that the past 1 year hasnt been pleasant to me and hopefully, with my birthday coming and going.. the curse would be broken or something.
On the other hand, i'm pretty sad im a year older. 24 seems like a huge sum.

So, what am i going to do for the deemed special day? i have no idea. Ppl kept asking and i kept saying i dont know. But the fact is. I really dont know.
I really cant think of anything fancy nor have the mood for anything in the world right now.
But im quite afraid if its my hormones doing the tricks? i can't tell for sure if i really NOT want anything and do anything special on my birthday (which i usually like to) or its just my hormone talking to my brain right now.

Frustration continues at work because i am friggin unproductive.
I dont know if i should be feeling pleased at this or what... but i dont like the fact that i feel like a log at work.. not having anything practical to do.

I know some ppl may think iam some crazy bitch who cant stop complaining.
But like i say. i think its my hormones and the meds.

I cant help. Even as iam typing now. i'm feeling furious at myself for contradicting myself all the time..

Goodbye 23. You'll be missed. Not.

fixed

Can't figure out how to use the damn xhtml codes of the new beta template, so forget it. I'm back with the classic version and had those errors in my classic template fixed.

Check out my new comment section below!
Yay. comment box fixed! yah, i know it's weird to be happy of that cause everyone's blogs are like that. You have no idea how long i have been tying to fix it cause the person who created the template DID NOT allocate any comment section at all!
On top of that, i had a cute emo rabbit attached next to it! thanks mich for the image link!

I removed Voki as well cause i'm already bored of it. See how fast i get bored with things? haha. I tried uploading a picture of myself there but i can't find a suitable one. Its either the picture is so blur cause its taken from my previous V3 or the picture is some close up of my big fat face.

So, for the mean time, i'm gonna leave that place blank until i find a suitable picture of myself to stuff it right there..

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Its not America's Next Top Model, its The L Word.

I just finished watching The L Word season 2 yesterday and now i'm in the 5th episode of season 3.The show is super great and it reminds me of Sex and the City alot, my all time favorite, EXCEPT that relationship and stuff revolves around a group of LESBIANS. Yes, i'm talking about lesbo!! Plus a little bit of bisexuals and gays la.

Dont get me wrong, the show's not for girls only.
Guys can watch too cause there's alot of HOT chicks in there as you can see....and some "you know" scenes.

I'm so addicted to this show right now i can't stop watching it. Another thing that kept me watching is this chick in there by the name of Shane who is a hairstylist.
Oh boy,she makes girls feels like turning into lesbians as well i tell you!

Oh god, isn't she/he cute!! *saliva dripping*
haha.. i sounded like a lesbo myself now.

Actually, i really salute the cast for their acting skills .... man..... they look so real and emo in the show like they are some real lesbo in real life itself.
Besides, the show is so well done it actually have this ability to make you think that the girl-girl realtionship is just sOooo normal.... despite the fact that you're so against the gay community in real life itself.
Its amazing.

Now, go click the link on by the side of my page to watch it NOW!

p/s: moi is having a leaking nose right now and sore throat. Lets hope my antibody is super kuat or else i'll be down with fever tomoro.

you wanna sell eggs??

A few days back, i received a message from an anonymous. Not those random message you get from anonymous guys asking for numbers and stuff but a girl.
So what an anonymous girls wants from you??


The title went like this:
Sell Your Ladies eggs--extra money.



Hmm.... i gave a long thought........

I thought girls give birth? since when they lay eggs ?
or was it spelling mistakes? sell your ladies legs perhaps?
Since when there's such business?
or maybe they are hiring girls to help them sell chicken eggs...

So, out of curiosity i opened the message and this is what it's all about:

We are looking for young ladies of any race, between the ages of 18 and 32 to help childless couples by becoming an egg donor. (O_o)''

For Ladies and Non-Muslim only..
Chinese/others get : RM3500.
Caucasion get : RM4500-RM5000.

For guys..you can ask your girl friends
if they are interested to sell.

Anybody interested,email your photos
(full body&face) and your profile.
eg;name,age,race,hp number,address,
height,weight,body statistic,blood
type,hair&eyes&skin color,where&what
you study&working,hobbies,etc...

Its safe and easy.. Well known clinic in damansara,KL and Johor. As we all knows, ladies eggs are produced and dropped every month. So it's better to sell them than get nothing out of it. You can sell your eggs up to six times and still can get pregnant after that.

Interested? or Any questions :
reply at friendster or
email- dearhoney_bu82@yahoo.com

WTH!!!
they are asking people to sell ovums leh!! not chicken eggs!
WAHAHAHAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing after reading!
They actually wrote "For guys..you can ask your girl friends
if they are interested to sell"
Wahlaoeh...just inmagine one day your guy friend come to you and start asking you " eh, X. you wanna sell eggs or not?" I'll die laughing.
and how stupid! they wrote for ladies and non muslims only. Of course ladies la! which guys actually produce ovums you tell me?
and "it's better to sell them than to get nothing out of it"
LIKE THAT ALSO CAN ARH??
what a good slogan mann...

So, next time you go tell your friends " eh, why you keep money in the bank? it's better to use it than get nothing out of it in the bank!"