Confession of a Shopaholic

I am having mix feelings right now.
I feel angry at myself for breaking promises i made.
I told my friend the other time when i was in Ara Jaya..."This is going to be my final 2pcs of clothes i'm buying for a long long time". It was 1st April then.
Last week, i went to a boutique i found online... at Damansara Perdana. When i came home with 2 more purchases i promised my friend Koku. "This is going to be the final time im buying clothes, i am so NOT BUYING ANYMORE until Final's over".

Today. today. today.
Oh no, i should say... yesterday. I subconciously placed reservations for 2pcs of clothes from a site.
I swear i regreted soon after. But it was too late. The onwer of the site was so efficient, she msged to confirm my items and asked if 3pm today would be ok for the pick-up.
The entire morning i was contemplating whether i should cancel the orders. I made my mind at 4pm that i was just going to get 1 item instead of 2. She was nice enough to said ok.

Ladies and gentlemen. I SWEAR I WILL NEVER CHOOSE A MALL TO PICK UP ANY ITEMS IN THE FUTURE.
I freaking came back with 4, FOUR, EMPAT KEPING BAJU.
Before i even reached level 4 of the mall. I had already bought 2.
And when i met the seller... guess what....
i ended up buying both i reserved.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME DEAD RIGHT NOW.

April said there's no cure for me... T______T


On the other hand.
I AM GODDAMN HAPPY ,I can die in peace now.
=D

But before i die. Please spare me some time to be with my clothes. Thankiu bery muchh..
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