The 2nd Semester.

my attention grabber

I have been engaged with lots and lots of assignments ... bla bla bla.. i know i've mentioned this a million times but still.. i couldnt stop complaining. 5 different subjects sums up to 5 different assignments to be handed in. To add on to it, all at the same time.
At times i wonder why does all these lecturers and tutors have deadlines at the same time for their assignments... why are they making things so difficult for us?

The past few weeks are the busiest time i had of my life. Funny thing is, i dont remember being this hardworking before.

Even mummy is not believing her own eyes.

Was pretty upset last whole week resulting from all sorts of events. Assignments again contributed the major part. I've learnt not to group with your own clicks when it comes to assignments.
Friendship and work can never come together. You need to be cautious when you speak to them, make sure they dont get offended.Meaning to say... when you need certain things or corrections to be done.. you need to carefully construct your sentences.
Even worse when friends takes you for granted when you try to be nice. The end results for caring so much of your frienship doesnt even do you good at times.
They misinterpret your good deeds, and you're doomed.

committing suicide

Had a feeling iam not gonna do well this semester.My writting is getting from bad to worse."Horrifying" my teacher described it.
Lecturers and tutors for this semester is hard to please. There this few lecturers who's damn sarcastic and annoying. Probably desperate to gain students attention...

Remember how much i hated kiasu people?

well, i dont seems to understand them. Whats with the selfish-ness in them.. whats wrong with sharing information. whats wrong if others are doing equally well as they are. Isnt that something to be happy about??

Isn't it better if the entire class do well and graduate with 1st class honour?

The fact is there's no rule saying that only 1 could graduate with 1st class.

If there's only 1 who can graduate with 1st class, i see the point of being selfish in you. But then again, it is not!

So whats with these people, not willing to share their knowledge? not willing to help the weak?

I dont get them!!! In what way can the rest threaten you?

Darn.. i get so dman angry speaking of these people.

One doesnt need to drown others to get the air isnt it?